MCMXCIII Till'

I don’t really know where do we go from here. It’s tough. To leave off on the note that we did…almost impossible. Let’s just keep it friendly for now. I don’t want to complicate the situation. I’m going to need some time…I’m going to make some decisions that will make you hurt a lot more then what I have already put you through. But please…please understand that these decisions will shape our future. I always think about the pain that I’m putting the both of us through. But I ask myself, Would I want to be a content teenager, or a very happy adult? I would take the happy adult. When you are young, you are suppose to mess up, and you are suppose to learn from them. You can actually afford to mess up. But when you get older, the margin for error dramatically decreases. And every screw up you make, every wrong decision, hurts you a hell of a lot more. I don’t want to regret anything in the future so this is something that must happen. We have to both work on ourselves, but it’s going to take a while. And after everything is said and done; if it is meant to be, it will be.